Meme

Here’s a meme I found in Puffy's blog who found it in Badger’s blog. This one asks for the first sentence from the first blog entry of each month of 2006. Anyone care to try it for themselves?

January: what a fuckbench was?
February: I'm just a little pissed now.
March: The city baseball club has started their spring practices.
April: Maybe, just maybe, Monday I will have a new car.
May: (Monsty, you (and any others who find foul language offensive) may not want to read this. )
June: I don't know if you ever read my blog anymore, but in case you do, I wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday a couple of days early.
July: 1. How long does it take you to get ready in the mornings for whatever you have to do on a typical day?
August:I have hot water!
September: A couple of photos from our trip to the Memphis zoo.
October: I’m riding with my ex MIL to take my son to school.
November: Me, playing in a fountain.
December: not safe for work.


Blogger seems to have eaten my archives. I can't go past September 06 through the archives links. I had to go to "Edit Posts" to see anything past that. Maybe I should just delete the old entries, if I can't view the archives. Then I could convert to the "new" blogger. D'oh! I just needed to republish my blog!

just some random thoughts

Things I know intellectually, but emotionally keep trying to believe otherwise:
I will not find happiness at the bottom of a chip bag or an ice cream tub.
The happiness I think I find in the bottom of a wine bottle or other liquor bottle is not real.
No one is to blame for my feeling miserable, unloved and lonely except myself.
I will never truly be loved until I can love myself. I just don't know how to get to that point.
Not trusting people to be there, not believing that they really could care, is self-destructive.
Withdrawing from people or acting in a bitchy manner towards them to drive them away is just a self-fulfilling prophecy, ensuring that they *won't* be there.
I will never be as important to certain people as they are to me. Knowing and accepting this is probably a good thing, but it still hurts.

Thank God it's over.

I had enough "family togetherness" to last me for the next 3 years. Next year, I'm doing what I want. arkieboy can either spend Christmas with his dad, or he can come to my house. I am not going to my parents house. From now on, when I go down to see arkieboy, I'm staying at a motel, or I will be picking arkieboy up and taking him home for a visit.

Have you been naughty or nice?

For those who have been nice:


Merry Christmas Comment Graphics

And for those who have been naughty:


Merry Christmas Comment Graphics


What can I say? Being bad has its' own rewards. *smooch*
I hope you all have a safe and happy holiday!

Read My Result
Take the Test

your name

A : You like to drink
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : You like to drink.
E: You are easy to fall in love with
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You have very good personality and good looks.
I : You Are Great in bed.
J : People Adore yOU
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Everyone loves you.
M : best kisser ever.
N: You like to drink.
O: awesome kisser.
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R : Easy to fall in love with.
S : F*&kin crazy.
T : Your loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best g/f b/f anyone could ever ask for.
Z : Always ready

Serious, yet hypothetical, question

Say a person is experiencing, oh, I don't know, rectal bleeding. Not a lot, just a little. Could said person safely assume that it's hemmorrhoids? And if that assumption can be safely made, is there anything that can be done about hemmorrhoids? I mean, are they "cureable"? Or would said person just need to "manage" said condition?

So, here's the question...

Say you know something about someone... it's not any of your business, but you know it anyway. It doesn't have any effect on you or your life. But it has changed the way you view that person in a detrimental way. Is that being overly judgemental? After all, nobody's perfect, we all see things differently, and what's right for one is not right for another. So, how do you come to terms with it? Do you say "I think it's wrong" and distance yourself from that person? Or do you really look at the person and how you thought and felt about them prior to learning this thing about them, and decide if this one thing is enough to end a friendship? And does it matter on who the person is and how you felt about them? I mean, if two people do this same thing, and you liked one and disliked the other, does it change your perception of their actions and the "wrongness" of it? Are you more likely to accept an action by someone you like as opposed to someone you didn't?

*sigh* Sometimes, ignorance really is bliss. Too bad you can't "unknow" something.

Coooooookieeeeeeee!

I got my other box of cookies in the exchange! Thanks, Coco! The gingerbread cookies are so good, and I am REALLY enjoying the Chocolate Mint Chews! Yum!

Moo

Not work safe, either

*pout*

I've loaded a .gif file here before. And it worked. I don't know why this one keeps getting screwed up.


But it greatly amuses me. I'm easily amused.

FTR, blog wasn't messed up, I was. I had temporarily moved my blog while I debated on deleting it. I'm still not sure that I want to keep a public blog. Just been some stuff that's bothering me, and I have to decide if I can deal with it, or if I will just have a super meltdown.

Have I added enough filler that a person won't see the picture without scrolling down?

I hope so. I just wish the .gif file would work.

NOT work safe

I'm thinking this might help get me in the Christmas spirit...








Damn! I had really cool gif file to upload, and it's not working... Well, if anyone wants it, just email me, and I'll send it to you that way.

secret santa

Yay! The gift I sent was received, and well liked. I am so glad. I got someone I don't really know, but sort of admire, so I was a little anxious about what to get him/her. I didn't observe the $10 limit, but you know... it's not about how much or how little you spend. It's the thought you put into the gift, IMO. I think it's more important to take the time to think about what someone would like or would make them happy. So, based on the post on the Reveal thread, I was successful. And that makes me happy.

Oooo! another prezzie

I got a beautomous calendar with flowers of Hawaiia in my mail today! Thank you so much, Woe!

*smooch*

Cookies!!!!

So after another crappy day at work (but not as bad as yesterday), I finally get home. It's cold and I just didn't feel so great. As I pull in, I see a package on my porch! I get the rest of my mail out of the box, unlock my front door, and pick up the box. It's from Breezy! I hurried inside to find a pair of scissors to cut the tape, and I got Breezy balls! I've put the pumpkin roll in the fridge, and I am really enjoying the pretzel kisses. I love sweet and salty.

Thanks, Breezy!

couple of videos about BBWs

Lo-Rider Skinny - not safe for work.

Anthony Hamilton Sista Big Bones

May not be to everybody's taste, but I think it's good for me to see that a woman can be sexy and being large doesn't negate that.