Positive thoughts, please

I had put this on my private blog, and then decided I really need more positive thoughts than that one would generate.

Clint has a court date this week. I'm nervous, because that's the what I do. I get nervous, and freak out, and always expect the worst possible outcome. I don't know if I mentioned it, but at the last court date, we had a different judge. He was a total asshole. I have a feeling he's not going to be real happy this time either. I was supposed to have the psycho-sexual evalution done on Clint before this court date. However, the pyschologist we went to, does it in two office visits. The 2nd half won't be done until the day after we have to be in court.

I will be in and out all week. I have to drive down to Arkansas tomorrow, back to Tennessee Wednesday. Court Thursday, Dr's appt Friday, back to Arkansas after that, and then back to Tennessee either Saturday or Sunday. Hoping I don't get stopped anytime, because my tags expire on the 30th, and I will not have the renewals. I have to get my car fixed so it will pass the required emissions test in order to get the new tags. And I just don't have the money. I'm hoping they will be able to just weld the thing back together, which won't cost that much, but I'm afraid the mechanic will tell me it has to be replaced, blah, blah, blah, which will cost anywhere from $600 to $1000 (based on past experience). I had planned on trying to replace the car, or get it fixed last month, but had to use my IRP payment to have the house power-washed to appease the HOA. I really, really don't want to put anymore money out on this car. It's just not worth it.

I really have more whining to do, but I've got to leave and head to work now.